A Writer Writes

Where Is My Country?
by Sheila Crofut (Czech Republic 1994 – 96)

    There is a poet sits under a willow
    and by his feet flows a river.
    And the song of the poet
    that he sings to the castle on the hill
    and to the people of his heart
    is my song. I sing it in the dark.

    The currents of the Vlatava, the Moldau,
    what have they not carried?
    Paper burial urns with the ashes of the innocent.
    Reflections of the loved and the hated.
    The fishes know better than they
    where the depths are, how the currents flow.

    When the powerless rebelled
    and sang the terrors away
    to the ringing of the keys
    in the square of the king and the saint,
    the writer came from prison to the castle
    and the poet to sit by the river.

    We came as strangers, drops of water
    in the river of change
    that flows in the heart of Europe.
    We were welcomed
    first by bread and salt,
    then by courtesies of tea.

    After the napkins were folded, the lamentations.
    The dead in the catacombs of St. Cyril and Methodius;
    Oppressor; liberator; who can one trust?
    In the library of Tomas Masaryk
    an artist has placed baked and burned bodies.
    Flour and water, honor and horror.

    I do not remember any longer
    who I was when I came,
    who I was when I left.
    I only remember when words broke open
    and light streamed in the mind,
    the river flowed and the poet sang.